I want you to burn for me
And let me compare you to my misery
Crawling in the dirt amongst orchids
There was no sun in the sky that day
The day that your cruelty died
all your sins refined.
Now all i'm left with
Is a blackened orchid
smothered in your agony.
I knew that i'd use you
Batter and bruise you
I've had my way, and now its done
My lips are a curse, the perfect poison
My love is faceless
And my thoughts are heartless
I attracted you to my sea of lies
With that I saw to your demise.
I let you play my selfish game
The game where I am always to blame
This is my game through and through
Remember that you let me do this to you.
I've strung you along by your sleeve
Unknowing and not wanting to decieve
And now you know my little sin
Maybe next time you'll have learned not to give in.
Tempted, teased and then discarded
For a second did you believe we were forever bonded?
This t
I am everything that can and will hurt you
When you kiss me I make you think i'm your's
You love my lips, you love my prowress
You think you know me, but you never will
Your time is slowly ticking away
My mind and body tire of you
You were only someone to fill my void
Your purpose has been served
I made you feel like the only one
I don't know if i ever cared for you
Forget all the things you thought of me
Move on and forget me
I know I'll do the same.
It was in the wrong place
at the wrong time.
This liquor-induced lust
I wish i'd never met you here
Our eyes meet
your fingers across my lips
hearts racing,
tension rising.
I bite your lip
leather against my skin
I know it won't be worth it
this is what they call sin
You wrap your arms around me.
kiss me
your lips against mine
you want me
If only for a second nothing would matter.
but i know it will
You're all i want and all i need.
for now.
Lets leave it at that.
I cannot contain this
pounding walls, head, knees with clenched fists,
to release the pressure of this pain,
this anguish, this anger, this hate.
and how I am pissing my life away,
unable to feel anything but hurt,
hunger for love and happiness,
but that idea was a lie,
whispered to help little girls sleep at night.
just a dream, reality is harsher,
either way I am alone so why should I fucking care?
I'll just leave, it's easier to forget this shit when I'm alone anyway.
All of the doubt, distrust, insecurity,
comes from people like you.
So casual with friendship,
"I care"
"I love to listen"
(I use you for practice)
(I pounce on opportunity)
Take the money and run,
bitterness is instilled,
because of people like you.
Fuck you very kindly.
Someone take these dreams away
That point me to another day
A duel of personalities
That stretch all true reality
And they keep calling me
They keep calling me
They keep on calling me
They keep calling me.
Make me feel wounded.
Bandage me temporarily
Infect me
Tear open my stitches and expose my wounds
Burn me
My stitches keep tearing
Can you cut me deeper?
A lesion where my heart once beat.
But you knew that
Don't you see?
Don't stitch me up
Not this time
I don't want it to heal.
We were drawn to each other
never before
Since that day
hidden glimpses exchanged
eerie desire for that fleeting day
Lust exchanged
Then repelled
Carnal desire
Of pleasure divine
Much too intense, meant to backfire
Thrown back and thrown apart
Return to the mediocrity
Of our ordinary lives and ordinary loves
Defined the boundries
Taken with one last shove.
The wicked sin we've come to arrange is evident.
It really isn't sometthing either of us care to discuss
And yet the pain of choice cuts like a knife.
Tempted by oneanother
Tie me to the bedpost
Torture me with all i wanted
One another's gaze discusting the other.
Our hunger still not satisfied
Thoughts of one another composed deviant fantasies
Hollow and loveless....
A sweet tooth needing to be satisfied.
this craving always leaving a bitter taste.
It was in the wrong place
at the wrong time.
This liquor-induced lust
I wish i'd never met you here
Our eyes meet
your fingers across my lips
hearts racing,
tension rising.
I bite your lip
leather against my skin
I know it won't be worth it
this is what they call sin
You wrap your arms around me.
kiss me
your lips against mine
you want me
If only for a second nothing would matter.
but i know it will
You're all i want and all i need.
for now.
Lets leave it at that.
I descend deeper into my body,
To uncover an immense amount of shame.
I acted the way I was suppose to,
Did whatever I pleased-
Or so I am led to believe.
I fit the image:
The bleach haired, short skirted, low topped beast.
I became the beast of night.
Free with her kisses and loose with her words.
Faultering stagger and disconnected thoughts.
Deciet, aggression, attention, greed, lust and gluttony
All in twenty-four short hours,
Burning lungs, pumping thighs,
mascara smuged eyes, heavy with burden.
This is me-or so I believe.
The beast of night.
I understand not the substances abused,
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